veri sian ah... i wan play softball but my cousins all no time... XD... so sad. my frens are starting to get emo liao... especially lonelynhost... her frens ah... must act more like frens ad cheer her up XD... i cant cause she rarely keep in contact wif me XD so sad... nothing to do now again... sian... nothing else to say... bb

sian ah... stupid girls... why must they turn up when i am not playing a match and not turn up when i am... sian... i injured my leg then teacher put me reserve... SIAN LAH... but i havent update u abt my real life... this is so wad... so many f*** hate me sia y?? many hates me so i am not so surprise... but u guys should know(i used guys cause i know no one is reading it...) tat i hate tat... is not tat i don wan hand in hw... there is some reason, i cannot say... veri private.. but to see hu reads this... add me on msn if u read this... my email is and1kidz@hotmail.com ... lol... cause of this we lose.. cause i nv play... i was ex-captain.. and was replaced when cher say i got attitude prob... cherstill hates me, so put me reserve... ): ... bb gtg le ^^ see u (to: no one)

sry, for not posting over he holidays... i tink ^^ veri busy lah me-playing comp XD and alot of HW...no time rite... but now also not much time to write... 2moro bah, sry guys..

jkjk lah jia qi, qin... diao... feels great to hav the two frens back.. but they are angry abt me i sense... playin real estate agent now... my net worth is 62,000,000+ now... (: but i wanna own more ppl... yeh!! life is so boring... this is like to kill time nia... i havent do my hw yet.... cause don feel like kissin up to the teachers (: LOL gtg le

signing out as Shadow

i wanna kill all GMs !! All of them now got wad patch ah abnormal server prob!! now is god damn boring lor... especially when u officially hav onli 1 fren!!! this is getting so emo... y can everyone but me hav a good life?!?! diao... nvm. i go and find something to do lahz... bb to no one.. cause no fren...

nothing to do... and feel sad... darren turns out to be not a true fren...
the story...
when he invited me over to his house... he was actually inviting me to play wif to kill time before goin to wild wild wet with his frens and family... then whenit was time, he was so excited tat he kept on talkin abt it withoutcaring abt my feelin... i felt so.. nvm... so now i know i onli hav 3 frens...
back to normal.
nothing to loss... its jus a lost of a lousy fren... but thomas had somrthing on today and he actually called me to join him!! WOW, wad a fren!! but then.. thge jias... hav been avoiding me like... so i tink its a 1 fren and doubt 2... sian ah!!! 2 chances left...

another boring ay ahead... i tink i call darren come again or go out play softball with my cousin and frens... i hate holidays... thomas has been my fren for the longest... then darren ong, then the jia twins... LOL...

Hi guys... quite fun 2dae, let me tell u wad i did...
i called darren and asked if he could come over, and he did.
then he brought his NDS, shogi set and weiqi over and we played like hell(no comp)
i owned him in chinese chess, totally... is not he noob, is i pro... i not bragging, but its kinda true...
he owned me in shogi(japanese chess) until i wanna COL
but wei qi... so so lah...
NDS we plat advance war duel strike... it is a veri good game.
but wad i reallise is tat my frens around me are starting to get my infuence, and are kinda emo now... i try my best to behave properly...2 chances left

not sure wad to do today... many incidents hav passed... all hav been mistaken... there is someone pretending to be me, emo boy... and hav hacked my msn... and there's this gal mistaken me talkin to her... let me recite a poem to u...

The moon so bright
Her eyes so light
I looked at her
She looked at me
i squeeze her thing
Her juice come out
i smiled:)
it was my first time
milking a cow...

nice?? nvm, veri boring day ahead...

school is ok... not much has happened onli tat we lost to temasek cause teacher still veri stubborn, tinks tat everyone should hav a chance... wad a idiotic teacher. keep saying i got attitude prob. LOL ,other than tat, not much lah... exept for the fact ta jia qi and qin are drifting further away from me and hav started to avoid me... feelin sad, no chance lost, three chances left...

F*** lor, other parents teach u do something wrong say sorry but my parents do things wrong nv ever say 1!!! dego them lah!! i hate my parents like hell aready lor, before this incident. so babaric 1 them. i 2moro vs my cousins sch, then the teacher in-charge say i got attitude prob. likw wad lah?!? then every time he any how accuse ppl then scold them lazy stupid, shut-up. all theteacher and students hate him, but he doesnt realise it... maybe i behave like him tats y .... i giv myself three chances from now, if not, no point living if i try my best and reach perfection and everyone ignores... i almost was able to go out with tom today, but my @%&# mother stop me by pouring hotsoup on me... ji bai. she hate me like how i hate her, i hate my father too.. must well say hate parents lor.... LOL. But i feel sad for myself cause other ppl can hav happy family while i don... i don even know how it is to be loved... so many ppl hate me... but jia qi and qin got encourage me... so far they are the only ones who know the full story of me(emo boy)... but i feel like jia qi also start to hate me liao leh... she has started to become veri uncaring ... and i somehow veri little contact jia qin le, cause she always offline de... i don hav any talent and skills and hav so many weak points... end up dead is better lor...

signing out as shadow

sian ah!!! my team, 11 ppl, all hate me!!! teacher also!!! @#%*!@!!!!today match against pei cai, i reserve leh!! i usually alays catch fly ball(the ball tat the batter hit and has not touch the ground and if direct catch , bater straight away out), but teacher put me last on the reserve!!! out of the ten, i can catch 6-8, and my sec 2 fren, pitcher also nv play, he our sch team pitcher but teacher say he attitude prob, but the whole team tinks he is the attitude prob de 1. ya and... i cannot take it liao... F***!!! then all the reserve got play but i nv!! i am the solo carry equipment de( cause teacher ask me to... from this day onward i don wan be other ppl bitch!!!! all of u sucks!!!!!(exept for the elite four)bb, i no mood write le

signing out as emo boy

today sian ah... no mood to rite... only can say veri stressed... i goin for match tat time yesterday, theres this girl say i show off when i nv do anything... and ya... i got sacked as dicipline manager a week ago... i tink i deserved it.. but lets not talk abt unhappy stuffs... and at least i hav a bff which sadly is a girl.. dont getthe wrong idea but i mean i am a boy and the boys hates me... her name is jia qin, and her sis is jia qi. they are both veri caring towards me...aS a frEn:)bb, gtg

hey guys... i try not to put anything negative... though there are like over a mil... today we suppose to hav a match with pei cai sec, but cancel due to the rain... postpone to wednesday... my position is left field and i am a part time catcher, i also play right field, and first base... hard work right. and ya, many gals keep thinky of boys which i highlt highly dont dont recomend... we are veri despicable(us boys). Boys reading this... sorry but its the truth... and nv get steady with a boy unless u are like... after sec 4... in case u might tink i veri kpo but i hav the experience( i am not a flirt) but u see there are traitors all over the world... LOL... bb guys......

sorry for not posting for so long ah... veri busi, got national competition coming up tats y... training tue, wed, fri(from 2-6). tution monday(3-6), another 1 on thurs... so sad hor?... my trainin veri tireing sia... tis time is 20 rounds the sch, 10 rounds a floor, 200 pushup and situp + a match... we got owned badly this time cause we tired mah... seniors:12 we: 0.... ya, and still no frens as usual... but got more ppl hate me now... for talking to them during recess... y huh?? go anything rong meh? nvm le lah, i first match is vs peicai sec on mon, then on fri, i vs temasek sec... my cousins sch... the worst party is that he is the captain of the team, then his pitching is so hard fast and accurarate, i tink is 2nd in singapore so far his coach in the YOG tell him 1... bb le bah, no mood to rite le.